Mike Jenkins is a poet, short story writer, editor and literary activist
with Wales' republican Red Poets Society. Although born in Aberystwyth,
Jenkins has made the dialect of his current home, Merthyr Tydfil, very much
his own. His books include Invisible Times, This House, My Ghetto and
Graffiti Narratives
.






Split

We ad it all sorted,
even-a name NEW AGE RIOT.
We ad exerise books
full o' lyrics,
good stuff an all
with loadsa language.

I woz-a bassist
though I adn learnt yet,
Ash woz on lead
an ee could play a bit.
We had a drummer,
but no drum kit.

We ad all-a best influences
from Nirvana t' the Manics.
Ash ud even designed
ower first album cover,
with the devil umpin a sheep.

We wuz gunna be so sick
we'd make-a Sex Pistols
seem like-a Bee Gees,
we'd expose owerselfs
on primetime TV.

We woz so close
the boyz called us 'bum chums' -
I think tha got to im.
An when ee tol me
ee wuz seein Mandy Goth
I larfed, thought ee wuz piss-takin.

Ee slapped me real ard,
broken nose, black eye, the lot.
We split before we could start,
least I did anyway,
totelee mashed up my face
like the Oo with theyr guitars.
The end o' my rock career,
though ee'd problee end up in Oasis.








The Cale Variations

Between Mynydd Du and y pwll glo,
on the edge of limestone escarpments
and waterfalls of consonants;
between your father and mother
and the tongues of underground rivers.

A Sons And Lovers upbringing :
leather belt meant to harden,
though not the drunken targetting.
Music your destination :
the strict time of lessons
and practising,the chapel organ
where you found early fame.

In your teens, another organ
graced the chapel,deflowering
the minister's virgin daughter,
the blasphemy of spilt blood
as Christ impassively looked on.

Viola your chosen one :
velvet-petalled flower,
not winding pansy stems
of the ubiquitous violin,
nor the fiery geranium
of the cello's range.

You took her, Viola
and made her your own.
Took her flying over oceans,
while the piano's chords and arpeggios
were river, lake and shore
always tugging you home.

Away from mountain, pit
and cave of chapel walls
with their Biblical print,
you learnt to unlearn,
turned instruments inside out,
taught the music of silence
and revolution of scores
which resembled hieroglyph.

You had to go far to return :
Cordoba, Casablanca and Amsterdam,
the envoy with nobody listening,
till back to Swansea eventually
with the sea and Dylan
looming, booming intonations.

You dammed the river
when you elbow-punched
the piano keys, it was a burial
of all those stuffed suits,
trussed and ready for carving.
Shock was the treatment
you gave as Copland flirted,
but you were a letter away
from Cage with his joke
on the blank surfaces of art.

The Big Apple a windfall
you picked up, ran away with,
ate with gusto. Except
it was drawn in plastic
by Warhol, in a factory
with open doors to courtesans
of the night-street after beat.
Blood-brother with Reed
of knife-sharp needle-point,
you rose with scrapers
to fall down the shaft.

It took years for you
to cover the tracks,
still engrained tributaries
of coal on the hands.
Years when you became
a sailor of the grand
lifting a lid to catch the wind;
a poet of the riverbank
close-watching debris tangle
with bright, resilient plants;
a follower of ghosts
along galleries of history;
a balladeer in village pub
calling lost friends from dark;
a lone accompanist to films
shown in a derelict theatre ;
a swimmer with a lamp
in the streams which disappear.

You have returned from exile
without coming back.
The chapel organ's an avalanche
of collapsing roofs, the piano-strings
echo as we search for you
in those uncharted caverns.



(With thanks and acknowledgment to John Cale's autobiography
'What's Welsh For Zen' and, above all else, his songs, poems
and music from the Velvet Underground to today, some of whose
titles I've referred to in this poem.)