Hugh Steinberg's
poetry has appeared, or is forthcoming, in Crowd, VeRT, Volt, Spork
and Fence. He teaches in the writing program at California College
of the Arts and is the editor of Freehand, a journal devoted to
handwritten work.
Perhaps by being
called, we kept arriving.
We were written instead of filmed. The writing
trails upward, resembles lovers in their
entanglements, whole paragraphs of you.
When stuck, you should write about the
moon. I don’t need to be chosen I was
never separate from you.
***
It’s said cranes need lots of room. How
do they exist so far apart and stay together?
I couldn’t stand it, to not be able to see
your body, to not be part of you out of
some genetic modesty. I have trouble
staying asleep without you. I belong to
another world.
Over hundreds of years, stone and soil
organize themselves into patterns,
or lifted, lifting. Sure. The
visible, the shine
of it is green and its own kind of knowing.
My other face, maybe I was a man inside
of myself, I didn’t just find myself beside
you. Conversant, as birds here do.
***
Approached then loitered some around.
Botanied the self and all its horticultures.
Weedily, strewn lands, folds and more.
A body belonging to another body who
uses it carefully to break all kinds of codes.
And to stroll with, about outside on walks.
Snails, small birds, raccoons, argentine ants.
Revelations! The wild snorts angels make!
You’ll never step on the ground again!
The name, it is so literal, the shadow has
six spokes, the arms they are so radiant
you’ll never walk in this country again!
You’ll lie down in iris petals! Wheels vs.
spheres! Defending the world from the
world.
***
What brings us? What air, pearls?
Under pale rain, root puller, weightlessness.
Soaked, so didn’t break. It was pearled,
also winged, and I could wait for hours.
Enveloped in it. Only finally, luminously, in-
sist upon an unfolding. Roses.
This scattered
ground of cloverflowers, bundled tight.
Weak from sleeping without you, my
arrival is bonewhite and welcomed by
the patriarchs, for they have been hunted, they
don’t remember where the money went,
the silt in the causeway was unintended,
and the night air, the poor, it’s true I thought,
blown and released, I didn’t stop for them.
***
What causes persons to become people?
to lie flat and then stick up? There was
a trap but we avoided it. There were favorites
we avoided them too. The animal shadow of course
the promise you grow into, of course. To hide
in the dark. I leave something in myself, I
got younger just thinking about it!
I live in a water house; it will not evaporate.
Slanting, I know what I’m made of. I can
pivot here. I can walk sideways, I can
swim some. That’s my breath inside
my mouth. Some glass, windows, glasses,
some spirals, intervals, cells. There is
another kind of drinking. Wise space.
***
Binding objects with their names, with what
they’re about. To say unhinged would be to
imply there used to be a door. So.
There was
a roof and a door. To forget what you
know
about your body. To weave a garden into you.
There’s so much sky wanting in, it is to praise
the infinite that moves, is moving through us.