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Gillian Clarke is one of Wales' best known and most accomplished poets. Her books include The King of Britain's Daughter, Letting In the Rumour and Snow on the Mountain. Carcanet have published her Collected Poems, and she recently completed sequences of poetry on Cardiff's Animal Wall and the famous revitalised gardens at Aberglasney. Visit her web site here. The Piano The last bus sighs through the stops of the sleeping suburb and he's home with a click of keys, a step on the stairs. I see him again, shut in the upstairs sitting-room in that huge Oxfam overcoat, one hand shuffling through the music, the other lifting the black wing. My light's out in the room he was born in. In the hall the clock clears its throat before counting twelve hours into space. His scales rise, falter and fall back - not easy to fly on one wing, even for him with those two extra digits he was born with. I should have known there'd be music as he flew, singing, and the midwife cried out, 'Magic fingers', A small variation, born with more, like obsession. They soon fell, tied like the cord, leaving a small scar fading on each hand like a memory of flight. Midnight arpeggios, Bartok, Schubert. I remember, kept in after school, the lonely sound of a piano lesson through an open window between-times, sun on the lawn and everyone gone, the piece played over and over to the metronome of tennis. Sometimes in the small hours, after 2, the hour of his birth, I lose myself listening to that little piece by Schubert, perfected in the darkness of space where the stars are so bright they cast shadows, and I wait for that waterfall of notes, as if two hands were not enough. |